No longer use this, am on facebook for those that wish to stay in contact, just drop me a message.

Ciao for now

End of an Era

Hey everyone

How are you all?

I've been pretty good, things have been pretty manic as usual, so nothing new there... But, the time has come for me to depart this blog, this will be the last post I make on here. I have my reasons, but know the friends I have made via this blog are pretty awesome! Some I've had the pleasure of meeting and developing a stronger friendship, others I have not met but have spoken to on the phone and had a blast chewing the fat with and those that have been just by comments and emails (Which I totally suck at, sorry once again). I would like to stay in contact with you... who knows, my new xanga may be finding it's way to your site to subscribe to you once again. Yes, I will be creating another xanga, and no, I will not be giving the address out on here. The new blog will be a fresh start for me, mentally at least. So keep your eyes open, I may already be on your list ;o)

I'll be keeping this active for a little while, though there will be no other posts or comments... but one day, it will simply cease to exist.

I wish you all great happiness and success for the now and for the future.

Live hard, play harder and fuck like you ain't gonna be getting any ever again HAHAHA!

Steve

Back from the US... I can't believe my daughter is a year old now... man I'm getting old! *LOL*

I totally suck at updating don't I? Sorry 'bout that... will sort it out... eventually hahahaha

So how are you all?

Much love

Me x x x

Privacy

Grrrrr!!! Why can't people respect privacy or the need for it?

Snooping through my phone! Snopping through my stuff! And yet wonder why I am pissed off or not in the mood to talk!? "You'd do the same" Bollocks! I respect peopls privacy! I respected your privacy and your stuff, not once did I go through any of your things, if I wanted to know something, I would ask you! That's what a decent person does!

I'm an open book, ask me a question and you'll get an answer, you might not like it, so don't ask the question, but for fuck sake! Even I have a limit to my patience and am close to snapping.

And the person who's gonna suffer most because of the fact you can't deal with shit that has happened YEARS ago! I mean jesus! Years ago! Then you have got some serious issues and need to see someone about getting your head sorted out. The person that's gonna suffer most because of you is our daughter, because you don't want a good strong friendship our daughter will suffer, because you are being selfish about what you want from me, our daughter will suffer! Are you going to be the one to explain to her when she is older that Daddy does love her, with all his heart, but because Mommy was selfish and wanted him for herself and couldn't settle for a strong, lasting friendship that she doesn't get to see her Daddy!? How will you explain it to her? Or you going to create the typical, Daddy is a shit and doesn't love you story?

My heart is breaking and I don't know what to do to make it all better

Sorry, just needed to vent this, cause if I didn't vent this somehow I would just explode and know that would nto be the wisest thing to do *le sigh*

Man I really need to get laid to get rid of this stress!

Hope you're all doing good

Steve